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Friday, August 3, 2012

Love is freedom, love is the most powerful emotion, love is blessing... Love appeals differently to different mind, love is interpreted uniquely by every soul. But to me love is just love, so unpredictable yet so simple... so full of emotions yet so pure... To me love is always putting that person's desires, dreams, emotions, beliefs, principles, priorities and every thought forward... So if that person thinks love is freedom, so be it. If that person thinks love is unbound, so be it and if that person wants to go away forever, so be it...

Sunday, June 17, 2012

Alternate UnIvErSe...


Not every wish comes true. Not every desire is fulfilled. Not every dream comes alive. That’s when they turn into illusions, beautiful illusions. When dream hits the reality, sometimes it gets merge with it, and sometimes just gets lost. But what if each and every desire of one’s life got shattered whenever it collides with reality or whenever it gets out of the mind of the dreamer? Well, then the person is called a true dreamer, who knows how to dream but never knows how to live.  Well, then again life itself the biggest illusion. Is it not? Who knows, whatever we are seeing, hearing, smelling are the actual truth or not? Dreams, wishes and desires are just an alternate universe which one’s mind creates. Another universe that is different than the regular one, the so called real one. A very unique one that is full of so called unrealistic illusions. But the true soul of this kind of universe is devoid of any kind of harm to others. It never ever stores tears, despair and sadness for others. It never hurts other. 

Wednesday, June 13, 2012

Blabbing At eve...


Sometimes, life can be a bit stressful. But sometimes stress is also kind of welcoming. It sounds strange, but is true in a sense. Being stressed out after having a really busy day with loads of work and tension regarding work sometimes can be considered as pure blessing. It definitely helps to ignore the deep and inner mental turmoil of mind, complexities of different traumatic thoughts, tormenting previous experience etc. So a stressful day is welcome in many regards. Sometimes free time becomes like a pure curse that it tends to drive a person mad. So stress is not so bad all the time. The situation like feeling “I have no time” is such a saver of mind and soul. 

Sunday, June 10, 2012

Whispering at night...


Sometimes the things one feel, the emotions one feel should just stay inside. Once got out, it loses its value, loses its impact. Once, it is fed to some foreign ears, it makes the sharer vulnerable or a desperate seeker of sympathy. So the deepest emotion should stay into the inner layer of mind, carefully wrapped up with the mask of happiness. Sharing just becomes a deliberate act to make a fool of yourself, when done with the wrong kind of mind. And it is difficult, extremely difficult, to find the right kind of mind, who has the ability, desire and last but not the least patience to understand the inner turmoil. So it seems logical to put all those sensitive feelings and delicate emotions in a box and save those from the whole outer world, because it is better to be suppressed than feeling being humiliated. Smart thing to do I think. Well, it will trouble the mind, it will bring some “tossing and turning” during the night sleep but at least, it won’t bring the shame or humiliation.

Sunday, May 27, 2012

I Wish...




When you were in pain
  feeling like nothing to regain,
when you cried out loud,
   in sheer agony, but in vain...

I wish , I could be there,
   I wish that I could stay,
I wish to be your shelter then,
   and taking it all away...

When you got lost,
   got lost in a dark maze,
with nothing but mist around,
   heavy silence, with dark and haze...

I wish, I could be the path,
   to show you the right way,
I wish, I could be the light,
    pushing all the darkness away...

When you bleed your heart out
   and when you shed tears,
when you just show your pain,
and then, letting out your fear...

I wish, I could care more
   and soothe up all the pain,
I wish, I could wipe the tears,
   until no sorrow remains...

When you say, you're a wound,
   you just want to disappear,
when you feel nothing is left,
   and got immersed in despair...

I wish, I could be the hope
   making you dream again,
I wish, I could be your one,
   to show you a lot remains...

When you just smile
   and sometimes you just grin,
the way your face lit up,
   if you know what I mean...

I wish, I could capture the smile,
  and place it in your heart forever,
I wish, I could be with you
   every time & everywhere !!!     

Sunday, May 20, 2012

You



Piercing dense gray cloud,
    the pure soft golden hue...
resting on the tip of green grass,
    the fresh, crystal droplets of morning dew.

Aroma of brown earth, got blended with 
   salty scent of deep blue sea...
rushing to meet the wild green,
   the forest, the woods and the trees.

Everyday, seeing the ways,
   each is unique, so very new...
I just wonder, before I find out,
  it is just, only you!

Stealing the warmth from the ocean,
   up to the mountains, the wind just flees...
showering the hills, with the warmth,
   it melts the snow, with pure glee.

With utter freshness, with the hint of moist,
   and all weariness are just got drained...
With the shadow of cloud, with the stormy wind,
   with the very first drop, of silvery rain.

Every time, the mind is left,
   without a boundary, without a clue...
running to see, who it might be,
   and always I find that it's only you!

The orange dusk, after sundown,
   red's dissolving in the sky blue...
hoary moonlight, serenity of night,
tune of silence, has started to be brewed.

Snowfall or rain, storm or hail,
   sky throws tantrums, in all the ways...
with moon, with stars and with the sun,
   it laughs too, in nights 'n days.

When nothing new, appeals to me,
   longing for old, lost in memories...
I always find, you standing there,
   with a gentle smile, waiting for me!!!

  

Tuesday, May 15, 2012

At the End...

Sometimes, everything seems meaningless. It seems like a strange emptiness, travelling through the mind & making dark hollows inside us. A road, an empty road, a misty road leading nowhere is lying down in front of the eyes. Darkness seems inviting rather than brightness. Shadow becomes shelter rather than the spotlight. The eyes are just tired of searching; the mind’s gone numb from exhaustion. Stopping then and there with blank mind and immovable limbs, searching is stopped. Calmness has been spread. No longer longing, no longer hunting, no longer searching and no longer waiting… all ruffling of mind has been ceased, all disturbances have been faded , all human urges are being lost, leaving behind a human body and a trapped soul. The soul needs to be freed, freed from the prison of broken limbs. But waiting has to be done till the moment, till the time has come… 

Monday, April 30, 2012

I've realized...

Nobody's mine,
I am nobody's.
Nobody's yours,
you are nobody's...

Live alone 'n free, if you're wise,
The truth of life, that I've realized!

Lean on nobody,
neither you rely.
Find your inner self,
that you don't deny...

Hide your tears always,
                 just show that you smile,
Oh yes! the truth of the life,
                 that I've realized.

Don't show your pain,
in front of those eyes,
which can only see,
but never realize...

the love in your heart, 
                 beneath those empty sighs...
the bare truth of life,
                 that I've realized.

Never blab your heart
in front of those ears,
which refuse to feel but,
are just there to hear...

Don't search for a shoulder,
                     to lean on and cry...
the raw truth of life,
                     that I've realized.

Wait for nobody,
to be there for you,
long for nobody,
who understands you,

just move on, 
                 holding your head up high,
the truth, simply truth of life,
                  that I've realized.

Never stretch your arms,
in the hope of being taken,
never give away your heart,
which's bound to be broken,

just be calm 
                 and just keep quiet
that's the truth of life,
                 that I've realized.


Not a single heart is there,
which is longing for your touch.
You are just a mere healer,
nothing more, nothing much.

You're supposed to disappear,
with the new sunrise,
the truth, the hardest truth of life,
                   that I've realized.

If you feel the pain,
in other's eyes,
try to heal them all,
instead of walking by...

The true way to live,
                  before you die.
That's the truth, the truth,
                   that I've realized.





Saturday, March 10, 2012

*Night*

Night is the time
      full of darkness,
as the brightness and warmth just flee...

Night is the time
      with utter silence,
cold and eerie, it seems to be.

Night is the time
   when sleep comes down,
to each and everybody...

Night is the time
   bringing rest to the world.
offering comfort, nothing obligatory.


Night is the time
   when I find my mind,
is with me & myself only...

Night is the time
   I dig in myself,
to prepare my own sanctuary.

Night is the time
   I feel the bliss,
of being very, very lonely...

Night is the time
   when I realize,
'am not anyone's "One & Only".

Night is the time
   when I dive
deep inside me...

Night is the time
   when I find,
nothing is bound but all are free.

Night is the time
   when I see dream,
merging with real, for eternity...

Night is the time
   I feel through my soul,
biggest illusion is the "evident 'n reality" !!!




Tuesday, February 7, 2012

Climbing high...

'Am walking alone,
            on a way...
no shadowy path I find,

Shouldering my dreams,
        carrying out the hopes,
in the heart of shattered mind.

Just walking alone,
       just moving along,
leaving the past behind...

Embracing hindrances,
       kissing the path,
no lookin' back of any kind.

That's the way of life
        That's the way...
               Way of climbing high!

Bright laughter
        or dark tears,
once have fallen by...

Moments were made,
     memories appeared
engraved in corner of mind.

Thoughts had got,
     brand new colours
to paint the dreams by...

Turning away,
'am back to my world,
shaded with just, black and white.

That's the way of life
        That's the way...
               Way of climbing high!

'Am gonna face the stones,
       gonna face the thorns,
with bravery, still inside...

'Am gonna move on,
        not letting the past,
dragging me down from behind.

Loving my grey world,
      I just travel along,
with my utterly foolish mind...

At the end of unknown, 
     stands a new hill,
so unique and one of a kind.




There's always a new,
       a new height,
a new way to climb high...

Through the hill of life
      I'm just climbing on,
as the evening draws nigh.

Monday, January 30, 2012

RED

Have you felt it
          have you touched it
                                       have you been through the path?

Have you searched for it
                 and have you found that it
                                 is so soft n' tender, as an art...

Have you known the feel
           the grace within...
                                           Have you found the archway of life?

Have you walked on it?
            feeling the bliss
                                         with your soul got so revived...

Have you found it red
           like rose petals
                                    Have you tried to kiss it by...

Have you found it pure
            that heals even
                                                 the deepest scar, of your mind....

Have you seen the fire
   within the ice
                                               Have you seen it melts the snow...

Passion of red
              is mixing with white
                                                    giving a soft, gentle and a pink glow...

The LOVE that is
             have you realized
                                          have you found it in that way?

Showered by stars,
        embraced in petals
                                       enlightened with golden sun rays

Then I'm not
            am simply not
                                    the soul that can say...

that I've touched
                  by the blessing of LOVE
                                 in each and every way...

A feeling has grown
            a feeling has started
                                        to spread through entire me...

Leaving behind
            an aching heart
                so confused, devoid of glee

My heart is shedding
             droplets of blood
                  my mind is clutched in chains...

No PINK but RED
             as gashes on snow
                                   every now, then n' again

The feeling is blind
              is deaf as well
                                              it builds up an endless maze...

I'm running around
             to find a way out
                                                searching like mad, with teary gaze

Screams of mine
                          are imprisoned n' trapped
                                        inside the dark, stony walls...

Empty echos
             choking my breath
                                            pulling me down n' making me fall 

The red of passion 
            heat of fire
                                             I don't know, still unknown

I've just seen the RED
           blood n' scarlet
                                            that's my LOVE, my very own...

My LOVE is pain
         my LOVE is scar
                                           and is bathed in a single shade

All I can say
                          from bottom of my heart
                             that the colour of my LOVE is raw n' RED!!!




***Starlight ***

Sprinkles of light
            sparkling and glittering,
covering the vast night sky...

Ornamenting universe
             complementing the moon...
creating beauty, drawing all eyes.

I'm gazing up high,
           to the heavenly sight
feeling my soul
           got flooded by starlight!

Have you ever thought
            of leaving the earth
                    far far behind...

To explore universe
                to find a path...
leading straight to human mind !

If you fly away
               from mortal world
as a soul, feather light...

You'll find a river
              ancient and old
sparkling with pride, in orange twilight.


In the rain,
               it is rainbow
when sun touches the cloudy sky...

In bright day, 
              its hidden
under bright and golden sunlight.

During the night, 
            it appears
enormous, in black sky...

a starry galaxy, 
            leading to unknown
up, above & away from sight.

Closing my eyes,
           I dream to fly
to touch the unknown, at the height...

feeling the night,
        I feel my soul
got flooded by, dazzling starlight!

Tears from heaven.
             frozen in midway
or just the laughter, reckless in sight...

Far away
             hence seems so soft,
but they are fiery, deep inside.

Golden or silver
           fiery or soothing
no colour is offered in the light...

It seems new, 
         different may be
but is unique, pure and bright.

Inhaling the bliss
            as sleep takes over
my body, my mind, in a way so right...

Waking in dreamworld
            I feel myself 
glowing under dazzling starlight!



Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Poison Ivy

Bringing blackness to night,
              idly roaming and lurks...
snatching the brightness of bright
              she's the darkest of dark!

From the doom she arrives,
              with the grief she grows...
spreading misery in lives
               she slaughters the happy flow!

Beware mankind, stay away from her
                 if you want to be happy n' free...
Just push her, just crush her, just throw her away
               as she is THE POISON IVY!




No angel of night, but the demon of hell,
                 with a lost soul, so smothered...
A dark beast, with frozen passion
                 an ice cold self, n' a sheer numb heart!

She knows not to cry, she knows not, knows not,
                 she knows not to share pain...
No tears she knows, no sympathy she shows
                 feelings n' humanity, of which she's drained!


Beware mankind, stay away from her
                if you want to be happy n' free...
Just push her, just crush her, just throw her away
               as she is THE POISON IVY!

With a filthy look & burning eyes,
             She crawls on all alone...
Spreading the poison, she uses her voice
             with a shuddering and a frosty white tone!

Mystery and misery,
                 black mist all around...
Once got lost, will be trapped forever
               in an illusion, so real, so sound!

Beware mankind, stay away from her
                if you want to be happy n' free...
Just push her, just crush her, just throw her away
               as she is THE POISON IVY!


During the dusk, in one fine day,
                humans observe with glee...
A dark, murky, crypt like body
                 under a lightning struck tree!

Dark blood all around,
               face's pinched in agony...
With teary flesh and broken limbs
              lies THE POISON IVY.

Clutching her heart, POISON IVY
               is finally showing her pain...
Shutting her eyes, she is lying down
               she'll never rise again !!!